LOST LOVER’S CONFESSIONS (The Silent Musings)

As I look at my sister and see her head over heels for her new boyfriend, my heart whimpers inaudibly. It says, “ let me fall in love again; let me drown in your eyes again and silently admire your perfectly sculpted jawline. Let me enjoy the first meal of my day with you again and be enamoured by the way you jump with glee when I bring you your favourite choco chip cookies.Let me enjoy the Sunshine with you again and let me dance along with you in the rains again. Let me hum your favourite tune again and feel a flutter in my stomach when I catch you humming the same tune after a while , Let my euphoria touch the skies again, when you complement me and let my sorrows become lighter again when I lean against your arm. Let my anger vanish again when you give me a small side hug and let me feel the elation again when I buy you your favourite waffles. Let me laugh at your lame jokes again. Let me smile, when you defend me in front of everybody, again. Let my heart skip a beat again when I see your name flash across my cell phone screen. Let my cheeks be flushed again after I talk to you for an hour. Let that first “our” song bring in the beautiful memories associated with it and make me day dream about you again. Let me slip my hands in yours silently again and feel my heartbeat race but get a sense of unparalleled security. Let me be eager to see you again….Let me love you again.”